Now I wish I could writhe something, not because I wish that someone could read me, but just because I wish that my mind could have some conclusion. In this moment my mind it’s like a new TV set in the hands of a little boy, zapping between posts, to fast to understand any thing, too slow to run away from reality.
I’m thinking about my live, when I was at the 12º grade, with my friends and my family and I feel sad because I miss it and I know that I will never more have it back. But then again I’m thinking about my dream with my father, so real but so strange, and I feel anxious because I saw him so near but I know he's so far. But then again I’m thinking about my school changing and I feel afraid to fail. But then again I thinking about my father and all this story about his death and I feel angry, it just don’t make any sense, if I don’t ever see him appear in my live why do I have to see him disappear? But then again I’m thinking about my mother alone, sad and with so many problems and I feel useless. And then again I thinking about my friends and the way I talk to them and I feel boring. But then again… I stop thinking for a few second’s… I look around, I see so many people, and I feel lonely.
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